Ive been having very vivid, detailed dreams, I can only theorize what they mean.. in some ways they seem very direct, and some parts symbolic. I usually do not have symbolic dreams. I dreamt I was naked, wanting to shower with someone. I walked around this big house..with many beautiful bathrooms with gorgeous large showers.. the sort perhaps queens would use. Noone would shower with me. I felt there was an erotic/mystical component to the showers. Finally, I think, I had a man in a hot tub at the end..but I think I created him myself.. he wasnt a real dream character.. kind of like.. a prop. We just looked at each other, and he didnt DO anything. Weird. Later, I went to google and did a search on pictures w/ the word "Shower". I came upon a comely lad's photo.. I went to his site. I found out it was a blog, and he was gay. He was very interesting.. a very smart man, and in one entry, he was not walking for some reason. I saw the word "Brian" in his writings right away..which is the name that haunts me, and the last name I kept calling and calling in that shower dream. Brian Knight.. was his name. I don't know if such a man exists! This man touched on a few synchronicities of mine (in his blog). Its all tied together. Of course.
I have to go to bed soon.. I could write till forever.. but I havent that much time. I am in the midst of losing weight..and I bike 18 miles to work for exercise, in the morning! Of course .. when its cool. I love it.. listening to Howard Stern, and riding.. its a very happy work out that I cherish. I think I will always look back at these memories in happiness. The feeling of such a luxury to listen to entertaining humor in my ears, as I pedal, knowing Im doing something good for myself. Some people think Im doing this and its really hard.. I know its for the benefits. I wish I could do it more often in nature. I love talk radio.. its fills my mind with the mental stimulation I always need. Lord knows.. my work is a BORE!!!!!
************ gOODniGht~~~~!!**********

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I found talk radio about 2 years ago and since then I've started to walk the 50 minute leg home from university. I've also managed to use the internet to find talk radio that I like in other countries, like the US and the UK - I live in Australia. Talk's fantastic, I can walk for hours without ever getting bored.
Ive been listening to talk radio since the 70's. I probably would have listened earlier if my cruel parents hadn't forbid me to do anything fun. I wasn't allowed to listen to rock for yrs and missed out on all the great music of the time. Thats why to this day classic rock is probably my fav, although I really enjoy the new sounds.. especially those of electronica/trance. Ive finally gained an appreciation for hip hop - but that took forever. I listen to Howard Stern, The triplets right after, that idiot Tom Leykus but only in doses, Steckler, Phil Hendrie on KFI am 64 http://www.kfi640.com/main.html , he is hilarious! and I used to listen to Dr. Laura out of desperation in the 80's. I also listened to bill jenkins who hosted the "open mind" show and still have copies of those shows from the early 1980's, he predated Art Bell and seems amazingly like him... for some reason.. many reasons really. The Open Mind was exactly like Art Bells format. It was really uncanny. Are they the same person??? I also listened to the psychiatrist who later began to believe in the paranormal, Dr. David Viscott. Who is now, alas, kaput.I would marvel at the way he would use his psychic intuition combined with his psychological skill to unpeel a persons psyche. One could never be sure at which angle he would broach his subject. Ah yes.. good stuff. Good stuff.
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