Sat. morning - a new day is dawning

Busy Sunday.. so I only have one day to get a lot done. Had back problems galore a day ago. My friends finally moving out of his ancestral home.. and will sleep in his room only a few more days, to hear him tell it. I really wonder if I should use this format.. a web log to talk about anything that I consider truly deep.. as some FUCK who doesnt tell me who he is, cowers behind his monitor to insult me.. pretending that he offered his true friendship..yet..where the hell is he? I dont SEE HIM ANYWHERE. If this is so true, he'd have been in my life by now. Its so EASY to make claims and flap ones lip, and produce nothing.
 
As I have often stated..many people live in their minds and fantasize of the noble endeavors that they never actually DO. This is one typical man. He can make statements in type..yet never went out of his way to pursue me, or to be as bold and honest and non-cowardly as stating what it is that he wants with me. He asks nothing, he states nothing.. whenever it was that i knew him.
 
You know..this is typical of the reticence to communicate and loathsome hiding and disconnection of people who use the internet. People can make themselves sound grand in print, in type..but they write of actions Ive never seen.. of flourishing, grandiose promises that I NEVER PERSONALLY HEARD.
 
These people only serve to further piss me off..and reinforce what I was talking about earlier. If they were REAL they would pick up the goddamned phone AND CALL ME.. not write a comment on my BLOG. 

Thou dodgey ill-breeding, goatish, swag-bellied mammet...

motherfuckers..... (grumble)