Wednesday, June 16, 2004

Then theres this chiro guy...

Im chatting with him now.. Im dead tired and this guy.. I dont really know him well.. is very cocky and with a very devil may care, shrug you off nature, tells me to call him, or its my loss. What kind of person IS THAT???! Certainly noone that I would feel I would consider a loss if I never spoke to him before! At first I thought he was a nice person, then he vanished,.. without telling me he would leave.. 3 months later, he turns up and helps himself to my number after a long absence and his explanation, for leaving again (this is now the second time he vanishes without telling me he's going to vanish) was that he doesn't even tell all his friends when he's leaving. HELLO! I think he wants MORE than friends!! He crawls up my ass and annoys me. He once said on the phone "I don't feel like I have to IMPRESS YOU". Shit! Then what do I get.. crap? I need to be impressed! Theres precious little out there that seems worth having that is in the form of a male. He admitted that himself too.. and warned me of the predatory nature of man.. yet after telling me that.. a little later he's asking me what I wear to bed at night. Yes.. this is the same guy that asked me if I could help out an "asexual man". I still don't know what that means. Don't you hate it when a person has to CELEBRITY NAME DROP in order to seem important. Yet he CLAIMED he didnt have to "IMPRESS ME". Isn't that an attempt at trying to impress someone? Either way, this is all BULLSHIT. More bullshit and candidly, very little depth and substance. I am way too DEEP to have to sit there and listen to someone who obviously doesnt give a shit, tell me they want me to call them and talk with them on the phone.

So many men have no fucking idea how to talk with a woman, what to say and NOT to say, know when to shut up, know that you shouldnt descend into ugliness..that it says more about them than it does myself. If I want to know a man who is uncaring and bitchy, I'll call a woman whos pms'ing!! Too many fags.. not enough real men!!! Why do I have to put up with these inflictions upon my countenance? Im someone tired and really need to go into king Tuts tomb and sleep the sleep of the dead.. but men like this seem to think they have something provocative to say. This one, and the other few who can't SEEM TO DIVORCE who they are married to, and the one that seems balanced until he, almost immediately asked "Do you have drama in your life?" The only kind of person who has drama in their lives are the people who have to ASK that sort of question. Im sick of ye all!!!!!!! I need to go to a spa and get away from low i.q.'ed, low expectation, DUMB ASS MOTHAFUCKAHS!! (as Chris Rock would say!)

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