Tuesday, July 13, 2004

I am on a diet,,.. and lo..the diet is good..

and its working..altho I have to get more supplies. Im using www.ediets.com and even tho they are a bit expensive, (and it seems most would like to get the most for as little as possible) it gives me order, planned out menus, and thusly, clarity of thought. I dont tend to show weight loss on a scale, but all my clothes start loosening up instead. I wish I had a partner I could do it with..and that we could support each other.. but of course thats not happening.

I would love to meet some of these people who I met online but have still not met in person. Its just that, because almost all of them are men, they all expect something more than friendship, at least they are hoping for more. That turns me off so much, that I end up hermitting and not meeting anyone. For crying out loud, if Im not attracted, or not ready for something more serious than friendship, why in the hell would I want to meet a bunch of needy, desperate, codependent, or horndog nerds and jerks? Thats what they all boil down to most of the time. Ive seen it proven.. even in lab experiments. I thought that the more evolved species of "male" would be lesbian..but they are too busy emulating males (the worst part of them) to ever be a service to huMANity. Notice how everything that encompasses "all" has the word man in there? No coicidence of course. No synchronicity there.. its so consciously placed. Pretty funny..

6 comments:

Wolfie said...
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ESHI said...

Greetings,

Of course guys are always looking for more when talking to you. If they're not, they're probably not straight. In saying that you don't want to meet a bunch of needy, desperate, codependent, or horndog nerds and jerks, you eliminate practically all males on the planet. Kilgore Trout once said, "Men are jerks. Women are psychotic." You'd be hard pressed to find a man that's not a jerk. Jerks are leeches and men are biologically wired to leech. Men require women to reproduce, and for that we are bound to leech. If women could produce children without males, homo sapiens could save at least half of the resources we consume as a race every year. We're just here to mix up the gene pool. As it stands, men may be leeches, but please be a little kinder to us.

We're just trying to do our job of varying the genetic code.

Thanks,
A Male

Wolfie said...

Yes well..that sounds like empty air though. "IM a victim of my HORMONES" We are spirits having a human EXPERIENCE, thats why we are dying. We are not humans victimized by our biology. We are supposed to be evolving, trying harder, thinking outside the box, becoming enlightened, original thinkers, striving towards something better and clearer.. if all we do is say "I can't help it", well that seems to be the weakest excuse and stance in the world to take. The problem lies in forgetting who we really are. When we take ourselves OUT of the human drama, it becomes clearer. That is what I want men especially to realize. I do believe though, that sort of man IS out there. I just know that its easy to sink to the lowest common denominator and blame it on environment, someone else, our biology etc. Puhleese. In the meantime Im the only one being kind..but Im being overrun by ignorant people. Obviously I have to take a break and stop being kind to people who do not APPRECIATE it.

ESHI said...

Don't lose faith or become disheartened, Wolfie! The male you seek exists. Unfortunately, their level on Maslow's Heirarchy of Needs is probably below what you're looking for. Maslow's Heirarch says that the levels of fulfillment are physiological, safety, love, esteem, and finally self-actualization. Self-actualization cannot come until the lower levels of the pyramid are fulfilled. Unfortunately for females looking for self-actualized males, they are a necessary part of the process. If you're looking for a diamond in the rough, comprehending Maslow's Heirarchy of Needs might help you recognize men who would be very good catches when self-actualized.

As a corollary, the man you seek might exist right now, a man capable of rising above petty man-woman drama, but you may not be able to recognize him because his pyramid of needs is already complete in regards to you. He is probably A)not attracted to you, B)gay, or C)Is committed to someone he thinks more highly of.

Good luck!

Wolfie said...

gee..why does that last paragraph seem like a total slap in the face? I know the "man I seek" is somewhere... Im really not worried about it.. nor am I ready to become involved again. lololol If the man I sought were gay, I wouldnt want him anyway! almost all gay men are total pigs and sluts.. just ask my friend wil! They think nothing of cheating. Its the worst scenerio I would think of. If he's already involved, why would I want him? I want to be his main focus, not a mistress on the side. I doubt he'd think more of his g/f than me.. but then you can only write that because you don't know me, and don't know what I can do. Anyone who does know me would never make a statement like that. I think I would be very appreciated. There are many forms of relationship. Being in love with someone doesnt mean you "think more of them than anyone else". There are different roles we play. Everyone has roles with everyone else that satisfy their needs and are appreciated. Romantic relationships are the fastest to come and go.. so I dont put much stock in them.

I need to consult a decoder to really know what you are talking about.

Wolfie said...

Dear Gecco,

By the way, youre a cowardly pussy with no balls. So if you seek to leave me a message, tell me who you are, YOU OH SO COWARDLY FAINT OF HEART, needling, weakling. What sort of MAN are you????