Happening this Friday

Well I have a cold..it came out of NOWHERE yesterday and intensified today, so I had to take the day off.. this ensured that I would get more rest too.. as I was planning to FINALLY bite the bullet and meet Barrett, who Ive known for a year. Surprise no surprise, he came home fell asleep never woke up, said his EX WIFE was in labor and he had to pick up his son. The entire night ruined, and another opportunity down the drain. Sure seems fishy to me..

I am meeting Mike R. on Sunday and I know all will go by just as planned and he won't cancel. The thing i like about him best is his enthusiasm for wanting to do things, for wanting to see me, I just LOVE that!

Well I have to go nurse this cold.. someones calling me on my phone too.. I think.. Feel free to leave messages!!!

and another beef.. WHAT I LOATHE AND DESPISE are these pricks who are easily accessable by email at work, email at yahoo, chat.. but when it comes time TO DO SOMETHING on the weekend.. they are NOWHERE in sight!!!!

I guess i have chosen wrongly and must try again.. Gather a whole different crowd of men and make my decisions more wisely. PICK men who do not have so many fucking distractions in their lives, that only leads them to insult me and dismiss me and make me feel secondary, and the do nothing to make up for that, and only think my job in life is to take MORE OF THEIR BAD MANNERS! For the love of god WHO NEEDS TO WASTE TIME FEELING LIKE THAT?!??!?!?!