im the GREEN MILE lol

So i went over to heal my brother at the hospital..he has meningitis..and I was sooo drained..and picked up every symptom he had. I went to bed that night with a mask over my mouth..which only had my mom and her new b/f cracking up. (I wasnt laughing) Didnt want to give it to my pet children. Geez!~ My bro felt immensely better after I left.. I stayed about 2.5 hours..but I truly felt like shit. I picked up and absorbed his illness..and now its just starting to leave me tonight. I am so glad that I didnt infect anyone with this contagious disease. He had 2 spinal taps, I believe, and he finally found out that he had viral meningitus. We talked for a while, and when he was getting his tap, I excused myself to go to the bathroom, when I stood up, the floor was wobbling. I was disoriented. When I went home that nite, I slept fitfully, waking at one point, my eyes feeling puffy.. I was alarmed, but that symptom faded by morning. I think I picked up the illness and filtered it out of my body. I am NOT SUGGESTIBLE.. its my business to always be the one in control, because of the nature of my business when doing hypnosis. The subject is the one that is free floating and flowing, and I am always the guide, in control of their journey.

Well.. I had done a shamanic soul retrieval on him the night before, and I think way too much energy was flying about.. that night.. after I saw him.. I had a wild and vivid dream of being a captain in a fierce war! I was in this huge gutted indoor mall looking building. I have seen that building before too.. in other dreams. Its not really "gutted" but it is open in the middle, with a second floor along the sides of the building..the way a mall would look like. Know what I mean. Anyway.. it was scary.. first I was the captain, then myself.. getting out of there.. it was odd. I really dont remember much more than that.

I went to work late.. and walked in wearing a face mask.. I didnt want to get into trouble and contaminate anyone on the offchance I had picked something up. Right now, I am weak a bit.. but recovering, and not getting worse. I guess I'll cancel that appt. I had tomorrow at 11:30am.

Viva La Green Mile...!!!!! But I skipped the nasty vomiting black hornet bugs looking bit! Goodnite! (Listening to my beloved Coast to Coast radio! :)